Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Just Thinking

I have been planning to have another baby. WHHOOOO HOOO!! Lol. So I have been going to all these different website to find out how I can concieve quickly. I have been so excited these past couple of months with my fiance as we try to have this baby, and yesterday I went nuts. My nerves were so shocked from work and being stressed out about planning one, that I went off. I mean I flipped. I went from just sitting in my bed to jumping out of it screaming. Maybe its just my hormones. So I know you wondering what happenend right? Well, the first incident was my fiance had put our daughter in the tub and when it was time to get her hair wash. He went into the bathroom making this loud noise, which in turn triggered her to started crying really loud, like in a screaming tone. So I get up and confront both of them about the noise and why it happened. So I ended up making my Hubby mad and washing the baby hair.. I really didnt want to do either but I did. But thats not the end of it.

The second incident happened very quickly. Lol. I was sitting in the bed watching the BET Awards show. Then My Love wanted to brush the baby teeth because she had little accident where her tooth in the front is loose. So he asked his sister to get the baby some water and she went and got this big glass, and filled it up. So my little bundle of joy drinks a little sip from the glass and then the glass was to heavy for her little hands and she ends up throwing it backwards where I was sitting. It felt like I was swimming in a pool of water. Lol. So I jumped up furious but not at her. Mad at the situation. So as Jerry (My Hubby) was putting new sheets on the bed I stated very angry. "I'm not having anymore Kids. I'm going to stop taking my vitamins and stop trying as well". He just looked at me. I could tell he was angry and upset that I said that. So then very calm he asked " why not bay". I told him my nerves was shocked. But you know what I was just insane thats all. I really regret that now and I really do want to have another baby. But this goes to show people. You can't just say things because your angry. You can really hurt someone feelings. I hope this Blog open some readers eyes.

Love your Life. Its a Precious Moment.

Angel B.

2 comments:

Jenn said...

Well, well... Have you thought about taking the test already? Your hormones may be going wild because that how I was with Chris. I started snapping for no reason, and I was just pissed at everything that went on whether good or bad. Or you may just be having hormones raging because of the vitamins that you are taking.... But all in all, if your heart wants to make things right, then you know what you have to do! You guys are a beautiful couple and it would really be a shame to see you guys having problems.... Love You!

MzJay said...

I fell out laughing when you said you where thinking about having another baby...lol