Finally!!

So I'm finally at ease with myself and with him. I had my test yesterday when he left the house on a Thursday night. We have been up and down about how can I can trust him when he has down so much to me. But yesrterday I felt for the first time in a looong time that I could. I slept peacefully, and when he arrived home I justed wanted his warmth. I have adjusted myself to the realization that if I truly love this man I have to trust him. You can not be in love with someone and don't trust them. We are working on somethings and I actually told him that he doesn't have a curfew. LOL. He asked me "Bay what time do you want me home?."I clearly stated that its time for us to grow as a couple and he can stay out as long as he like. It felt good to me to know that I didnt have to worry about him. The talk that I had with my friend at lunch truly helped and I can say that she is really my best friend. Thank you Sasha. I told her that I really don't like to call him as much as he would call me, because it feels like I am checking up on him, or vice versa. But when I went out he called me just once and it felt really good. I told myself that we were challenging ourselves and growing together. I put in the back of my mind that if were going to start our life over together that we have to leave the past in the past. I want to move on with him and I want to do the same. I love the fact that this is what we have chosen to do.


Love does not Envy...

Angel B.