Typing Away

Ok let me update you on whats been going on. So I have been hearing from one of my close friends that my so called family that I disowned has said some cruel and unappreciative things. I know you reading this like what did he say. Well some things consist of that my shit don't stink at least he thinks I think that, but I say I thought it did when I use the bathroom it smells ridiculous. Lol. Also that I think that I'm that stuff since I have a job. As well as my boyfriend doesn't speak to his family because he puts me before them. This funny just writing this. I feel like this don't hate on me because you to lazy to work for the things you need to get. Don't hate me because your family disowned you on some shit you knew not to do. How can you possible say that my boyfriend puts me before his family. In that case you have done the same thing. You don't speak to your family for the fact that you think you really like someone. All the while you playing her for a baby. I have my own. Get yours. I'm not going dis her for what. Yall both beneath me as you put it. See you tell people who tell me things. You are ridiculous. So now you don't think the baby is yours? Wowww, Do she even know your talking like this? Stop using your dick and use your head. This is life now, a baby is nothing to play with. Man up Punk. Leave me and my life alone, live yours that you have now. Understand this I want nothing to do with you or your baby. I don't care. I still love ya though.Lol. Peace

Sorry Readers as I started to type I started to talk to him.

Family can be your worst enemy.

Angel B.

Motherhood-(What More Can I Say)

I just love being a mother. Don't we all just think we have the sweetest, cooky/wacky, talented, and lovable kids. *Sigh* Its Great. I remember in '04' when I took that test and it said positive for pregnancy, I felt like my world was over. I cried, I kept telling myself that my life was over. I was in college and doing good. I couldn't bear to have a child now. Of course I thought about abortion, but I told myself that I was being selfish to my unborn child and to GOD. I told myself that if GOD didn't want me to have this baby then he will take this life from me. As time went on, I guess he figured I can handle it, so I kept her. I went back away to school, by myself. How scary..Not really, especially when you are determined. I was four months when I returned to Louisiana, and I was 71/2 months when I returned back home. I was ready and happy from all the support I was receiving from family. On February 17th 2005 at 6:17 in the morning I gave birth to a precious little girl name Autumn. The FIRST best moment in my life.



My baby is now three and she is the most important person in my life. I just love her style, her attitude, her sweetness, her meanness, the way she speak, her talent, her drive to do things on her own, etc.. Overall I just love Autumn. When I come home, she runs to the door to give me a hug, and tell me about her day. She calls me Angel when she is playing and Mommy when she really wants something. I know she is bound to be the greatest, even if it is just in my eyes. I thank GOD everyday for giving me a Golden Life.


Autumn Mom

What Is With Her!

I have been getting complaints from my daughter school, saying that she has been throwing temper tantrums, fighting, hitting, and being disobedient. So I wonder what is going on with her. Friday my mother picked her up from school and her teacher stated that Autumn could not go on this trip with her class on Monday, if one of parents did not come along with her. WHAT! I was upset that my mother had told me that my sweet darling little child could be so mean. Of course I had my little mommie to daughter talk with her, and then she apologized. So that tuesday I had a half a day at work and when I arrived at her school, she was getting in trouble. The teacher stated that she had just splashed water everywhere and slapped a little girl for getting in her way. So the teacher brought her to me, she was boo hooing, and surprised to see me. I calmed her down and she apologized. I have to sneak in on her and catch her in the act, otherwise, how will she know what she did wrong if I don't discipline her on sight. I had gave the teacher my telephone number but she never called. I'm off friday, so I told myself that I WILL go and sit in on her to see how she acting in class.. Who knows we will see.

Spare The Rod Spoil the Child

Angel B.

Quick Update!

Yesterday I went to my first White Sox game and it was fantastic. I had so much fun, even tho we paid so much for the tickets. It was worth my money. They won. Now that's how I like it, win on my money. I had me a couple of beers, which I don't drink. I was so in the moment. I can now say that I have seen all Chicago Pro Games. I have been to a Sox, Cubs, Blackhawks, Bears and Bulls Game. All wins.

So today I am a little grumpy. Why? I have no idea. Just not in the mood for anything. Maybe I need rest or relaxing time. I need a break. I know I will get one in November but that is not coming soon enough.


Live you life to the Fullest..

Angel B.