Motherhood-(What More Can I Say)

I just love being a mother. Don't we all just think we have the sweetest, cooky/wacky, talented, and lovable kids. *Sigh* Its Great. I remember in '04' when I took that test and it said positive for pregnancy, I felt like my world was over. I cried, I kept telling myself that my life was over. I was in college and doing good. I couldn't bear to have a child now. Of course I thought about abortion, but I told myself that I was being selfish to my unborn child and to GOD. I told myself that if GOD didn't want me to have this baby then he will take this life from me. As time went on, I guess he figured I can handle it, so I kept her. I went back away to school, by myself. How scary..Not really, especially when you are determined. I was four months when I returned to Louisiana, and I was 71/2 months when I returned back home. I was ready and happy from all the support I was receiving from family. On February 17th 2005 at 6:17 in the morning I gave birth to a precious little girl name Autumn. The FIRST best moment in my life.



My baby is now three and she is the most important person in my life. I just love her style, her attitude, her sweetness, her meanness, the way she speak, her talent, her drive to do things on her own, etc.. Overall I just love Autumn. When I come home, she runs to the door to give me a hug, and tell me about her day. She calls me Angel when she is playing and Mommy when she really wants something. I know she is bound to be the greatest, even if it is just in my eyes. I thank GOD everyday for giving me a Golden Life.


Autumn Mom