We Just Praying For Peace!!

So my grandaddy is in ICU, trying to recover from complications of a mass on his lungs, cancer on his bladder, liver, kidney, spine and his bones, also pneumonia. He is on a ventilator and we just don't know what to do. His last words was not to be on any machines, but with my mom being his on health care provider and his nurse, she stated that he went out of breath and she had to call the ambulance. She thinks that we mad at her, but we keep trying to tell her that we know its not her fault. I try to in trust in her that I am with her all the way, but she keeps feeling guilty. I love my mother with all my heart and I want her to be comfortable with the decision that she has made. This is a tough decision that we all know that she has to make, we want her to know that in this situation that it is between God and My dad. She just don't want to let him go right now. Which is understandable. I am just confused on how to go about talking to her. Me and my mom are best friends, she is my only true best friend and I back her up 100%. I just wanted to updated my readers on whats going on in my life.

Your never know when your time is up.

Angel B.

The Start Of A New Me!

I finally started my diet, and I am actually being consistent with it. Can you believe that. I have went a whole week of eating right and turning down sweet snacks. Its hard I must admit, but I have to keep pushing. I started working out and that's going very well. I start off on my activity ball and then I go and hit the sauna. Its my own sauna that I made. I turn my hot water on, I mean blast it and then I close the door, and it gets steamy. I even got a workout suit, the ones that are plastic and sticks to your body when you sweat. All thanks to My Love Jerry. He was the one that bought everything. I am content with myself now and it feels so good. I love doing it when I get home. Soon as I open the door I am putting my gear on and going to work. When I get in my home made sauna and start moving I really start to sweat, I come out there like I took a fully clothes bath. Autumn even helps. She points out what exercise I am doing and does it with me. I want to get back down to 160, and I know it will be hard, but I have to at least try. Please pray for me in my journey of weight loss. I love myself and you all too.

Can't wait to see the new me.

Angel B.