Just Bothered!

Lately I have been thinking more and more about the family, I do not know. This is includes, my father side of the family. I don't know my dad like I'm suppose to and my siblings and I only talk to one another when something bad happens. Is that right? Me and my dad never really had an relationship I can't say anything that stands out about him, or that I remember about him. I just knew who he is, where he lives, his age, and how many kids he got. Oh and how he treated my mother. But as far as what he likes, who he is as a person, I have no clue. I have two older brothers and a sister. Yes I'm the baby. Lol. My oldest brother we have never been close and my other brother we use to love one another, he use to come visit me whenever he had the chance he was my favorite and still is a little bit. My sister and I never had that sister relationship, when we see each other we speak, but that's about it. I don't know her and she doesn't know me. This has been taking a toll on me and weighing on me very heavy. I know of my nieces and nephews but I'm not a true auntie, at least that's how I feel. I wish it could be differently, but I guess we all waiting on one another. But that's all, just wanted to say this!

Family is the root of your heart!

Angel B.