Lately it feels as if God is working against me. I'm broke as hell and I need a miracle. Life seems as if it getting rougher by the moment. Jerry is trying to make moves but his past keeps coming to haunt him. So what do I do? Its like I can't wait to leave or can't wait for a big move to happen. Its so hard. Im behind in everything. My house phone, cable, and internet has been turned off. My daughter school is ready to put us out, I am a month behind in that. Oh lets not for get the Cell Phone. Been off for a month now. I trying to think positive, but how do I live knowing that life is being this hard. I'm praying about it, but its taking so long for a miracle to happen. I am so tired of asking my mom for help and I don't want Jerry to feel less than a man but I think that I have to live according to my budget. The place that I have I based it on both of our income and now we can't afford it. I feel so bad. But my motto is No Negative Energy, and its hard for me to say that when its hard for me to provide. So I'm cutting somethings like no more driving to work I have to take the Bus. I truly believe that God does have my back and that this transition in my life will get better. I'm trying to be patient and let things flow. Im just soooo worried about my credit, and paying all this money back. What do I do? I guess no more partying for me.
Budgeting is a skill....
Angel B.
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I didn't know it was like that??? I hope things work out for you guys. God will not put you through what he can't pull you through, always remember that. Life is meant to have it's rough edges, that way you will appreciate the beauty in the end. Trying to budget is really rough, especially is you are the only one who has the income. Put it in GOD's hand honey. Things happen for a reason. Just remember to be ready for the lesson in this test.
Believe, Always.
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