The Good, The Bad, The Ugly

I have officially washed my hands with one of my closest family members. I wasn't trying to be mean or rude, but its just some things that you don't hold from your family when you KNOW they are going to find out. Its just a bunch of bullshit. Where can I begin.

First, lets say that my cousin who is like my brother is dating my fiance sister, in which some people wouldn't think that's wrong. That's fine. The problem is that we was all close and now that they are dating it has pushed our friendship and closeness apart. So that's where the problem occurs. Then it went to a point where. My love sister was saying that MY family was hating, and fuck us she don't need our approval and a bunch of 21 year old bullshit. But my brother is sitting back riding it like he 21. He old as fuck acting like her. Edging her on.

Second, where do I begin. So we all went our separate ways and we all fine and dandy with that. Me and my brother would still talk on a regular basis and see each other. He even came to my birthday party, which was cool. But my family was still some haters. All the while no one ever says anything to me about why I am such a hater. When I don't even care.

So Third, This is the big part. Just this past weekend my uncle which is my cousin (brother) dad calls my mother who is my uncle ONLY sister and tell her that he about to be a granddad. My mother was shocked and instantly called me and thought that I knew something about it. I told her no, but I was instantly hurt. Why because he was running around before he started dating her talking about how he wanted a baby, and now that you are about to have your first child you have to hide it from the only one who would probably accept you. But its like now since you couldn't tell me fuck you. So his girl who is immature goes and says that we are in her business. How so? How am I in your business. I feel like if you don't want me to know, don't tell people in my family that you know is going to tell me.

So I washed my hands with him and her since I am such a fucking hater and in their business. You want have to worry about me and all. I sent him a text telling him not to call me and lose my number. Don't expect shit from me and have a nice life. I just don't understand people sometimes. How can you bring another life into this world and you can't control the one you have. The momma or you as a step daddy. Both of you are broke and living off other people. But I am hater. Get your shit together and then you can speak to me. Until then live your life and I will live mines. Congrats to you and yours.

Sometimes family can be your worst enemy...

Angel B.