What's Really Going On

For the past month things seems as if they are going down hill for me and Jerry. He seem to question my where bouts and the things that I am doing when I am not with him. We had this talk where we get everything out in the opening but that haven't worked. So for this week he calls me and and asks me what time am I coming home. Lets be honest who in Gods name knows when there are coming home when they are having a good time with their friends. So I felt like the question was irrelevant, for the simple fact that if I would of told him in 30 min, then he would be expecting me in 30 min. So the next thing is what if I don' t feel like coming in at those 30 mins, then it will be an argument about why I told him 30 min. Get my point. So its like I am growing tired of questions like that. Questions such as What are you doing? Hanging with my friends. When you coming home? Don't know. Where are you? The same place I said I was 20 minutes ago. I don't know maybe its me. But when I go out I like to just hang. Call me with a conversation like. I miss you bay.. I do too.. Just calling to hear your voice. AW WW how sweet. OK then baby see you at home.. OK bay Love you... I love you too...Quick first and foremost, but sweet and sexy at the same time. I am not trying to be mean but, I have come to realize that we need our space from each other after the long week of seeing each other. Lets get out with our own friends. I'm the type of person who hates to hold a conversation with someone when I am with someone else. For example. I am out with an old college friend, don't call me and try to hold a conversation about something else when we can talk about this at home. Get my drift. I just needed to write about some of these things that are on my mind. Tired of venting now.. TTYL..


Don't let your mind bother you, it will drive you crazy.

Angel B.